big and blue

It's summer all right, and I can't seem to get over it. Bright, blue skies. Sometimes with birds hovering, sometimes without. Pretty peaceful if not for the sweltering heat. The only glitch is the inside of my head isn't like that at all. You'd  think, with all the peacefulness around me I could sap it up and stay lalala fucking calm.

It's getting out of control.

This is a scheduled post though, the previous two or three all are. I don't seem to know where I am but when I do find out, I'll let you know. Ta-ta!